Wednesday, 31 December 2008

• calorie intake for 12/31/08

  breakfast: nothing
  lunch: decaf tea w/ milk [30 cal]
  dinner: 2 slices garlic bread [300 cal]
  total: 330 cal. =/ ugh
  

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• 5'1
  CW: 93 lbs [bmi 17.6]
  GW: 80 lbs [bmi 15.1]
  HW: 102 lbs [bmi 19.3, ugh!]
  
  new year, fresh start.
  
  i /will/ be skinny.
  
  i was so worried about gaining weight this christmas but i've actually lost weight over the holidays - down from 98 to 93! :) i'm still a fatass though, i have a disgusting muffin top and fat thighs.
  
  i've been eating like 800-1000 calories per day, though - eww ): i can't help myself, i have no self control... i'm hoping to get down to at least 500.
  
  life really sucks ass right now though =/ i was just put on new antidepressants and they make me hungry all the time, i'm afraid of going back to school because my friends all try to shove food in my face, my period started yesterday and i have horrible cramps, i can barely walk... i can't wait until i'm skinny enough that i stop getting them.
  
  i'm a fucking failure.
  
  but i'm starting my diet today.
  wish me luck.
  <3

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